Read this first – – – -> What History Says About Ted Cruz’s Chances (by CNN’s Julian Zelizer)

The article above is an opinion post that a friend of mine just sent me. The article is written by a liberal CNN columnist. Read the article first, and then read my comments below:

A couple of things I notice when reading an article like this.

1. The author is a CNN liberal who wrote a book about Lyndon Johnson. That should give you an idea about his mindset. Coincidentally, this article compares Cruz’s campaign to Barry Goldwater’s campaign against Johnson 50 years ago. So he’s somewhat of a subject matter expert on LBJ’s political campaign. He fails to mention Johnson ran in 1960 against JFK and lost, then became JFK’s vice president for two years. Then, he ran for president again in 1965-69 as the “incumbent” and won.

2. He wrote this article in haste. Rumors started only a day ago that Cruz was filing for a run on Monday. Cruz’s announcement comes out in 12 hours, and he wanted to put this article out first. 5:00pm on a Sunday. It’s Julian’s and CNN’s way of damage control. Nothing more – nothing less. They are trying to persuade the low information voter.

3. The CNN author states “Cruz will test the conventional wisdom that Goldwater’s strategy was and remains a failure…Johnson defeated Goldwater in a landslide election that brought in huge liberal Democratic majorities.” Again, he fails to mention he lost the 1961 election, and why 1965 was such a landslide. He became JFK’s Vice President. JFK had a huge approval rating but was assassinated.

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So Johnson became President for two years and then ran a reelection on JFK’s coat tails. That’s hardly comparable to a potential Hillary Clinton v. Ted Cruz battle in 2016.
4. He says stuff like, “Barring any dramatic changes in the coming months, Democrats will also have a very strong and seasoned nominee in Hillary Clinton.” I think that this is just hilarious. Hillary Clinton is in the same boat as Harry Reid, John McCain, Bill Clinton, and Mitt Romney – the are old news. So old in fact, they can’t even keep up with social media.

Where other experts like Rush Limbaugh suggest that if the Democratic Party wanted Clinton, they would have nominated her two terms ago against Obama. He also suggests that the White House is behind the email scandal leak. Obama is essentially throwing her under the bus to setup a different nominee. Probably Elizabeth Warren.

5. “Cruz is also not just someone who defends extremism, but a politician who can easily be tied to the congressional obstructionism that has turned off so much of the electorate. The Republican Party has been dragged down by the kind of politics that voters have observed in Washington. In 2014 congressional approval ratings plummeted to 14%…” He fails to define “congressional obstructionism” and how Cruz is guilty of it. Because of his filibuster in the Senate? What about all the liberal filibusters over the years? They don’t count as ‘congressional obstructionism?’

He doesn’t mention the Democrat’s approval rating either- just Congress’ approval rating as a whole. He just outright calls Cruz an extremist. He says the reason the GOP has been dragged down is because of his filibuster. He filibustered because the Republicans won’t stand up to the Democrats. The GOP is dividing, which is obvious from Glen Beck’s recent statements.
6.  “The kind of scorched earth, always say no to anything politics has not done well in terms of the favorability ratings. There have been few practitioners of this style of legislative politics as prominent as Cruz. Monday, Cruz will bask in the spotlight of his announcement. But Republicans are going to have to really think hard about whether they want to put all of their electoral eggs in this volatile basket which, at least based on the history, has a very slim chance of winning.”

Get bent Julian Zelizer. The more scared liberals get of a legitimate threat, the more lies they spread. Ted Cruz doesn’t “always say no to anything” any more than any other Senator or Representative in Congress in the last 20 years. If you think Ted Cruz is “basking in the spotlight” like Hollywood liberal celebrities, you’re an idiot. Not everybody that wants to run for President is power happy.

I’m more Republican than Democrat, and I don’t have to “really think hard” about the electoral college votes. Instead of voting for the only candidate that I think has a chance of winning the presidency, I’m going to vote for the presidential candidate that best suits me – – RAND PAUL. Ted Cruz is a close second.  🙂

DON’T TREAD ON ME.

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February 16, 2015

Dear Mason,

Today is your mother’s birthday. I’m sitting in the hospital right this second with her and you. Mommy brought you to the ER because you had a 100.2 degree fever. You’ve got a bad, croopy cough and you’re wheezing a little, and they won’t let you leave just yet. That’s a story for a different day though. This is a great opportunity to write Lesson 4. I haven’t had a lot of time to write these. Why? Because I’ve been working seven days a week. Why? Because your mother and I are broke.

Let me tell you how I got to be broke at age 30 (and your mother at age 28 today, HBD!). When I was a kid, I didn’t pay attention to the way things worked. I didn’t pay for things at stores because my parents did it for me. I was just a kid. When we went grocery shopping, bought gas, or did anything that required money, us kids were just out of the loop. It was grown-up stuff, and my parents were old fashioned. Well, we never transitioned. I got older and older, and I never got a money talk. My parents never told me how things work. Come to find out, they were broke when they got married – and then still when they had me.

So – I just started wingin’ it. When I turned 15, I started bugging my parents to drive. I got my learner’s permit immediately, and started driving my parents from here to there. I didn’t buy gas because I didn’t have a job yet. I didn’t pay for the car payment or the insurance either. I didn’t know those things existed. I didn’t know how much car payments or insurance even costed. I just drove.

When I turned 16, a couple of things changed. I started taking the family minivan and driving to places by myself. It was super exciting at first, but then it leveled off a little. It turned normal and boring quick. I started really becoming independent, and my parents weren’t there to put gas in the tank. So, I got my first job. It was at Super Lube on Capital Circle, and I was making about $5.15 an hour. It was minimum wage, but gas was about $1.25 a gallon at the time. Gas was about the only thing I needed to pay for. The family minivan was already paid off. So when I got my first couple of pay checks, I didn’t have any idea what I needed to do with them. I just spent them on gas and bought “things”. I bought a paintball gun. I bought a new mountain bike at the Tallahassee Mall. My only bill was gas, and I had that well taken care of with a part time job. I just spent the rest because I had no idea I needed to stock pile cash for the future. I was a 16-year-old with no guidance. If you’re 16 reading this, please realize you’re a dumbass. Why? Because you’re going to be exactly like I was when I was 16. Please don’t make the same mistakes I did.

I changed jobs a couple times in high school. I worked at a place called Turtle’s Music with my best friend Sam. I put stickers on CD’s for $6.00 an hour. Then I got a job at Proctor GMC, Hummer, Cadillac when it existed. DCT in high school helped me and Kyle (friend from high school) get jobs there. For some stupid reason they hired two people for the same job and didn’t tell us. We ‘helped’ each other out changing oil on cars. The other guy was a 50-year-old black man, and we didn’t realize we were auditioning for the same job. I got fired shortly after. Kyle worked as a helper to a service writer. He just pulled cars around. He got fired (or quit) shortly after me. Come to find out, his dad owned Golden Corral! After that, we both started waiting tables at GC, and that’s where we both still were working when we joined the Marine Corps. It was a good high school job, and I made cash tips.

From job to job, nothing changed. I didn’t figure anything out. I didn’t know what was going on. For years and years and years, I never saw the big picture. I didn’t save any of my money. I wasn’t career oriented, but no high school kid was. Right? Having crappy jobs and making almost no money wasn’t the worst part. I started 9th grade/high school with $0 in my bank account. (I didn’t have a bank account.) I started cashing pay checks at Publix. By the time I graduated high school four years later, all the money I had to my name was in my pocket – and that was it. Maybe $200. Four years of working, and I had $200 to show for it. All the toys I bought were heavily used at this point. I made probably $10,000 or $12,000 in those couple of years, but where in the hell did that money go? Well, I’ll tell you.

My first car was a 1979 Chevy Camaro Z-28. My dad bought it for me as a surprise. It was $3,000 at a used car lot. I don’t want to hate on my dad too much at this point in the story, but we lived in a half-million dollar house at the time. Seacoast had $1 million in sales annually, and he probably made over $100,000 a year. He had just ordered a brand new Chevy Suburban from the dealership. He could have gotten me a nicer car! Haha. Anyway, I never paid for my first several cars – all Camaros. After somebody (an off-duty police officer) hit me in that car, I got a 1988 Chevy Camaro IROC-Z convertible. It was a horrible decision on Dad’s part. He got $7,000 from the insurance and paid $2,700 for this piece of crap. After it lived in the shop for months, we had over $9,000 in it. I didn’t pay for the new radiator. I didn’t pay for the new tires. I didn’t pay for the new exhaust. I didn’t pay for any of it – and I only briefly overheard how much those things costed to fix.

The first car I was personally responsible for was a 1998 Chevy Camaro V6. It was a great car when I got it. But I would soon turn it into a piece of crap. I found it for sale in the newspaper, and I started working on Dad about it. I had been driving a white Ford F-100 for working with Dad, I think. Anyway, I didn’t have any money, I was 17, and I convinced dad that I could get a loan. I convinced him that I could pay for the car payment, which was probably $150 a month, and the insurance, which was probably about the same for a driver like me. Plus gas. So now I was making $600 or $700 a month, and now I owed more than half of it in bills each month. Horrible mistake on my part. Honestly though, was it more my fault or my dumbass Dad’s for letting me do it?? What smart business man lets their kid get a car loan he can’t afford at all? So if I tell you know about something – this is why.

Regardless, I currently work at Minco Auto & Truck Accessories. My boss here is Louis. He’s five years older than me. He owns the property, the business, everything. Anyway, when he turned 16, he bought his first truck, a Ford Ranger, in cash. He saved up enough money from working at a car race shop. I’m not sure what year it was, but from his stories, it was $10,000. So here you’ve got too completely different kids. One that drug his Dad to the bank and had him co-sign on a $9,500 loan for a car with over 100,000 miles on it, and one that worked from age 14 to save money to buy a new truck. Have you ever heard of a 16-year-old in high school that bought his own truck in cash? Are any of your friends doing that? Are any of your friend’s parents buying them vehicles with no strings attached? Because I see it at Minco on a weekly basis.

This story gets more retarded. When my Dad was 16 (1973?), he walked into the Dodge dealership and bought a new Dodge Dart Sport in cash. He worked for himself for two years doing odd jobs for neighbors. He drove a dump truck at age 15. He told me he saved his money, and after he had enough, he went in and spent $3,000 on a new 1973 Dodge Dart Sport. He’s told me the story a dozen times, but it just doesn’t make any sense. My Dad loved his kids back then. He says, “I wanted you guys to have things – things that I didn’t have when I was a kid” because he grew up poor in 1970’s Crawfordville, Florida. If he knew what he was doing, why in the hell would he subject his oldest kid to almost $10,000 in debt when he was 17? What’s the life lesson there? I don’t understand why he didn’t either A) buy a car in cash and make me pay him back or B) make me save money and do without a car until I could buy one in cash. I wouldn’t find out the answer to this until 2013.

Anyway, I ended up getting that car taken away from me because of speeding tickets too. Dad sold it and paid the loan off. I had probably a dozen speeding tickets at that point. I wasn’t responsible enough for a car because I didn’t have to work to get it. I just nagged Dad and the bank gave it to me. I made some payments, was probably late on my payments here and there – and then it was gone as quickly as it arrived.

The moral of the story is that there is a point to having a job. It isn’t just something to do after school. It isn’t just so you can go to the mall or to the movies. It isn’t so you can buy toys. Having a job is about being independent. Having a job is about financial security. Financial security keeps you safe from all types of things. It buys you lawyers, doctors, car mechanics, and people to fix your house after a hurricane. It buys you guns and ammo, food, water and transportation (see my future post about surviving the zombie apocalypse). Everything in life revolves around having money. You want to invest in new business ideas, you have to pay for college books, you have to pay for health insurance. Everything requires money.

From a young age, my parents would teach me that money doesn’t buy happiness. They would say I could be anything I wanted to be when I grew up. My dad said he hated his job (travelling salesman), and that I needed to go to college so I didn’t have to have his job when I was his age. They said that I should find a hobby that makes me happy, and figure out how I could turn it into a paying job. All lies. Quite possibly the worst advice you could possibly give a teenager.

If I could send my 16 year old self a message, it would sound something like this:

Stop being a dumbass, and think about what you’re doing. You’re taking the rest of your life in your own hands right now. You are at a point in your life where things are transitioning. You are transitioning from being a student to being a member of the American workforce, and you don’t realize that your decisions today effect the rest of your life.

To get a good idea of what you want to be when you grow up – find a mentor. Find somebody that looks like they have things figured out. If you think working at a hospital is an awesome idea – find somebody working at a Hospital to shadow. If you think being a police officer or a lawyer is awesome, find somebody that can answer questions. Ask them questions. Anything and everything you can think of. When you are 30 years old, how much money do you want to be making? $20,000 – $30,000 – $40,000 – $50,000 a year? Do you think its easy to have a wife and kid and own a house making $20,000 a year? Do you think city cops make $50,000 a year? Think again.

If you don’t graduate from high school with good grades, it starts a habit you’ll be in the rest of your life. If you don’t go to college, be prepared to work low wage jobs for a long time. If you get a degree in something retarded, be prepared to find work far from your major. Talk to college grads, talk to as many coaches and teachers and friends and family about their experiences in the job market. See what people are doing and what they’ve learned. You aren’t going to get a job with the City or the State or the CIA or FBI – you aren’t going to be the CEO of a big company – by dropping out of college and working at Burger King. You have to work for it. You have to get an entry level job and work your way up the ladder.

Money buys you happiness. It buys you piece of mind. It buys you a home and food on the table. It buys your baby new clothes and toys. It buys happiness. You can’t be anything you want when you grow up. When I was growing up, all I cared about was racing. I cared about racing my Camaro. How many kids grow up to be professional race car drivers? That’s ridiculous.

My father should have made me work at a lawn care company all through high school and then open my own company after I graduated with a business degree. He should have made me work for a plumber or electrician or a construction company here in town. The work is not glamorous. The work sucks. I worked construction and lawn care for years while I was in the Marine Corps Reserves. However, that’s how you become your own boss. The owner of Tallahassee Landscaping owns a $350,000 boat. The owner of RH Masonry here in town has a different brand new $60,000 truck every month, and several $20,000 four-wheelers. The owners of every construction company in town are millionaires. They all have very expensive pick-up trucks and Corvettes. The owner of M Electric and W Plumbing all have brand new houses, brand new cars and have tons of money in the bank. Not to mention they are their own boss.

How did they get this way?

1. They’ve been in the same industry for 25 years. They know everything there is to know about their business.

2. They didn’t blow their money as soon as they got it.

3. They eventually started their own company instead of working for somebody else their whole life.

4. They put in long hard hours and were smart about their business decisions and money.

A famous pirate once said, “He who has the gold makes the rules.” Famous — as in the movie Pirates of the Caribbean. Anyway, you’ll either grow up working for the man, or you’ll be the man. Getting a job in high school should help teach you about responsibility. Taking responsibility isn’t the easiest thing to teach or learn. It sucks because its hard. It should also teach you about being financially responsible and conservative. Dave Ramsey has some Baby Steps that I’ll introduce to you at a later date. Basically, he says that you have to crawl before you can walk. Save up some money and buy a cheap car. Save up some more money, and buy a nicer car. It helps if you don’t care what other people think about you (being in a trashy car). Always have money to fall back on. Always pay for things in cash because you’ll be servant to the lender if you don’t. Banks get rich by taking people’s money. They call it interest. It’s the price you pay for borrowing money from people for things you can’t afford.

I hope this shows you the importance of money. The entire world revolves around it. I always heard when I was growing up that money can’t buy happiness. That’s a freaking lie. Ever seen someone frown on a jet ski?

Don’t be like me. Don’t move from job to job for 15 years. Don’t look for a job that you think would be super fun. You’ll regret it. High school is the time to be thinking about how much money you want to be making in 10 years and go after it. Don’t think you can be an astronaut or a lawyer or a doctor. That’s not realistic. If you get good grades in school and are very book smart, then it’s realistic. But if you’re like me, you’re street smart. Be a leader. Be decisive. Be responsible and hold yourself to a standard. Some parents hold their kids to a straight A grade standard. I’m going to hold you to a high financial responsibility standard.

I wish my parents would have done that for me.

Love,

Dad

November 29, 2014

Dear Mason,

Let this be a lesson in and of itself. My last note to you was 6 weeks ago. Time flies, my boy. It really, really flies.

I wrote Carpe Diem on the wall in your nursery. The Latin phrase is from a poem written by Horace. It is part of the longer phrase “carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero”, which can be translated as “Seize the day, put very little trust in tomorrow.” The ode says that the future is unforeseen and that one should not leave to chance future happenings, but rather one should do all one can today to make one’s future better. The phrase “carpe diem” is often used differently in contemporary popular culture, to justify reckless behaviour (YOLO, you only live once). The meaning of “carpe diem” as used by Horace is not to ignore the future, but rather not to trust that everything is going to fall into place for you. Take action for the future today.

I’m not going to lie and say that I’ve even come close to seizing all my days in my life. I’ve often felt like a failure in life, as a Marine, as a college student, in the hobbies I play with on the weekend. Life’s hard. However, seize the day might as well translate as seize your life. You are alive every day. Make the most out of your day – short term goal. Make the most out of your life – long term goal. It’s never too late to start something. If you find yourself thinking non-stop about something, it doesn’t matter if you’re 30 years old. Go after it. It’s never too early to start something. If you’re feeling like a fat-ass because you’ve sat on the couch all weekend playing video games, don’t tell yourself you’re going to workout Monday morning – go work out right this very second. I can’t count the times I’ve gone for a run or a bike ride at 1 a.m. I’ve woken up at 4 a.m. miserable because I was lazy for a long time and gone for a long walk or run or bike ride.

The secret to seizing your days is to never give up. If you’ve been super busy for several weeks, make the best of your time. There’s always enough time in the day. People that say there isn’t enough time in a day don’t work the entire 24 hours to prove themselves right. People that don’t seize the day are people that watch TV every night of the week instead of cleaning their house and then complain that they couldn’t get anything accomplished all weekend because they were cleaning.

If you end up like me, you won’t know what you want to do with your life until you’re much older. That’s why it’s important to remember it’s never too late to start. However, you’ve got to think about it. You’ve got to plan. You’ve got to realize that you can’t wake up one day and just seize the day. There’s a fine line between Carpe Diem and just #Yolo. “You only live once” is blowing off your homework and going to the beach all weekend. Carpe Diem is doing your homework in the car on the way to the beach and working out when you get there as opposed to drinking beer all day and being lazy. It’s fun, but in the long run, it’s a waste of a day.

One problem I’ve encountered with seizing my days is the herd mentality. It’s hard to be a one man band. You need to find like-minded individuals and become friends. If you get a group of friends that’s very inactive, it’s going to be hard to go on hikes or runs or bike rides. If all they want to do is drink and party on Friday night, and sleep all day on a beautiful Saturday – forget them. The world is way too big to sleep in on Saturday.

Either way, never give up on seizing your days. You’ll only get so many.

October 14th, 2014

Dear Mason,

I’m not sure where you’re going to go to school yet. I’m not sure if we are going to still be in this house in 5 years. I do know one thing though. Where ever we live when you go to Elementary School is where we are going to live for 13 years. That’s probably not possible, but it’s what I wish had happened to me.

I was born and grew up at 164 Teal Lane. I loved the neighborhood. I loved the house. I loved my school, Buck Lake Elementary. However, when I was 12, my parents moved to 408 Meridian Ride. It changed my schools, and it changed my life.

I started kindergarten at Buck Lake the first year it was opened. I had Mrs. Carmichael that first year, and I started making friends. One of which was Carl Johnson. He and his mother taught me how to cuss cause they were kinda trashy. I remember getting in my first fight. I won as far as kindergarten fights go. In first grade, I think I had Mrs. Spivey. It was a pretty uneventful year. I don’t remember shit about it.

In second grade, I had Mrs. Roberts. I remember having a crush on a girl named Leah or Amy or something. I’m pretty sure I failed second grade and had to go to summer school. I have no idea why. I remember making waffles in summer school.

In third grade, I had Mr. Heron. He was awesome. He had a huge mustache. I remember playing smear the queer a lot and learning to type on a computer some. He showed us what all his computer could do. We didn’t know what to think. The computers in the media center were all square Macs but we could play Oregon Trail. I got tested for ARC that year, and they found out I was “gifted.” That’s where you took a test with the guidance counselor, and they send you to the Academic Resource Center every Tuesday. ARC was fun because you got to waste time taking stupid classes like hot air balloons, how to build model houses, computer music programming and general liberal, hippy art shit. I thought it was pretty boring, but I got to leave school once a week.

In fourth grade, I had Mrs. Edison. She liked me a lot, and I did good in her class. It’s weird how I can remember several things about 3rd grade and 5th grade but nothing about 4th. In fifth grade, I had Mrs. Folis. That was my favorite year. I learned not to procrastinate when it came to investing. I learned how to run a business, and I learned that sometimes your shareholders just like to eat snow cones instead of doing actual business. I also met Sam Jaks and Sean Gallagher for the first time. Friends for life.

In fifth grade, we had a snow cone machine in our closet. At the end of the day on every Tuesday, we would roll our little machine to our classroom door and sell snow cones to the school. Everybody had a little job. I was the treasurer. I counted all the money. I made change. I was the cashier sometimes. I made deposit slips. At the beginning of the year, our teacher told us to bring in $20. It was our choice if we wanted to invest in the business. I really wanted to, I just always forgot. We sold snow cones all year and at the end of the year, everybody that had put in $20 got a one hundred dollar bill. I was so pissed at myself.

Selling snow comes and being the class treasurer was the best memory of fifth grade. I loved being the senior in school too. Swift Creek Middle had just opened that year, and lots of my friends were going to go there. It was right next door. I remember the road didn’t even extend past Buck Lake yet. They bulldozed a road all the way to Swift Creek to build the school. It’s so incredible how different it is now.

Anyway, I didn’t get to go to school with all my friends. Half of them went to Swift Creek. The other half went to Cobb. I, on the other hand, went to North Florida Christian for sixth grade because my parents hated me. I didn’t know anybody. I had Mrs. Worrell and she sucked. I had no friends. Plus I had bible class and had to go to Chapel on Wednesdays. Fucking kill me. White socks weren’t allowed. PE was stupid. Troy Smith picked on me. He was a real redneck and his daddy drank beer. Worst year of my life.

Seventh grade was marginally better. My mother could tell how bad it was for me, and I moved to Raa Middle School. Home of the Martin Luther King Jr. Street African-Americans. What I mean by that is there was a lot of black people. Going to Buck Lake and NFC was a lot different than Raa. Raa is literally right next to MLK Jr. Street. I made some friends and joined band, but the school sucked. Michael Hanselman got in my face that year. He wanted to fight me during PE because I was wearing black socks, and I was a prep and needed to have my ass beat. I could have easily beat him, but I was afraid of getting in trouble. I had also never punched anybody. I wanted to punch him, but never did because I was too indecisive. I had taken Rex Kwon Doe for a couple years in elementary school. I just wasn’t a fighter at all. I didn’t know what to do because it was so awkward. I wasn’t scared, I was embarrassed because I didn’t like all the attention on me. Hindsight is 20/20. Now at age 30, I realize I should have killed him and buried him under the pitcher’s mound of the kick ball field. But seriously, I’ve always regretted how I handled that situation.

Never be indecisive. Be professional and have a plan to kill everyone you meet. There are millions of bad guys in this world. You don’t have time and won’t have the opportunity to meet and get to know everyone first. You have to immediately try and figure out what kind of people you’re dealing with. Don’t ever get snuck up on. Always be aware of your surroundings.

Kids will try and jump you. Kids will pick on you. Kids will try and fight you. Kids will pretend to be your friend and be overly nice just to play tricks on you. You need to outsmart them. If something doesn’t seem right, it’s not. Trust your instincts. In 30 years of life, I’ve never punched anyone in the face, and I’ve never gotten punched in the face. Get punched. It makes you a man.

I failed 7th grade math. I was ill-prepared for pre-algebra coming from Buck Lake and NFC. I tried and failed but I didn’t ask for help and I didn’t do my homework. Summer school math was stupid. It wasn’t even the pre-algebra I did all year. It was adding and subtracting, and I literally got done hours before all the other dumbass kids each day. My advice to you is graduate every grade at all cost. Being stuck in the retard class all summer really, really sucks. All your friends are doing stuff and sleeping in and you’re going to retard class every day of summer.

Eighth grade was better. It was good to be senior again, but I didn’t have near as many friends. I was friends with the SUPER nerds in band because they were the only ones that let me in their group. I had horrible clothes and horrible hair. Thanks, Mom. I played the trombone. It was an embarrassing year. I had every single class plus home room with the hottest girl in school, Brenna Wommack. She was super nice, but I never said a word to her. If only I would have had Chuck Taylor’s on.

She never would have “dated” me. I was an awkward kid out of her friend zone. She went to elementary school with Thomas Wilde. That’s who she dated. But I always regret not having more friends in middle school. I’ve always regretted not having more fun and taking more chances. I don’t think I spoke to a girl at all 6th, 7th and 8th grade. Dumb girls. Shena Frith had the biggest boobs in 8th grade, and I barely had the courage to ask her to sign my yearbook. She asked me what my name was when she signed my yearbook. At the end of 8th grade, she didn’t know my name. For God’s sake, do SOMETHING in three years to get people to at least remember your name. I apparently didn’t.

Love Dad.

October 10th, 2014

Dear Mason,

I don’t know really know where to begin. I’ve told myself for a long time that I wanted to write this for you. Now that it’s time to put pen to paper, I’m pretty unorganized. You probably know that by now.

I was born at Tallahassee Memorial Hospital on April 22nd, 1984, around 5:00 in the afternoon. I was 10 pounds, 15 ounces. Mom and Dad were 27 at the time. Mom was working for the State of Florida, and Dad was selling pencils. They lived at 164 Teal Lane. I have so many wonderful memories of that house. They all include my brother, a bunch include my mother and sister, a couple include my Dad.

When I was very young, maybe 4 or 5 years old, Mom told me and Brian to go stand in the garage because Dad was coming home. I remember hearing a motor and loud tires coming down Teal Lane, and seeing Dad whip in the driveway on a three-wheeler. You’ll have to google image search what that is. He picked me and Brian up and took us across the street to old, abandoned Sun Land Hospital and rode us around. The problem was we kept getting flat tires somehow. I remember Dad fixing them all the time.

Unfortunately, we didn’t have any place to ride, it was unsafe anyway and the three-wheeler disappeared soon after. That’s one of my earliest memories of both Dad and living on Teal Lane. Nobody knew it yet, but that was the beginning of my obsession with power sports. I didn’t even realize how much I loved it. I’m not sure who’s idea it was later on, but when I turned about 12, I got a dirt bike. It was a Yamaha Big Wheel 80. We were in Mississippi, like we always were, and Dad bought the thing cheap from a guy. I think we brought it all the way home inside the motorhome.

We kept it at Grandmother’s house in Crawfordville, and I only got to ride it on Sunday’s. I rode the shit out of that thing. It wasn’t a few weeks before Brian was on that thing and I had gotten a different one. This time it was a YZ-80, and it hauled ass compared to that other. I was probably 13, and it was probably 1996 and the bike was like a 1992. It was super fun, but it was a manual. It had a clutch and everything. Dad told me what I needed to do. Turn on the switch, hold in the clutch, kick start it. That was it, I was on my own. I struggled with that thing for hours. I got it running around the yard in 1st gear every now and then. Second gear was a different story.

Every Sunday I would just come out and try to start it. I would try to get it rolling in 1st gear with the clutch without it stalling. I’d have enough leg power to crank it and stall it 10 times before I went back inside. Lots of times I got Dad or Mike to start it for me, then I would hop on. I remember riding around the yard with everybody outside and somebody yelling to go to 2nd gear. I remember going to 2nd gear for the first time on a REAL dirt bike. It was heaven. Unfortunately, nobody ever told me that that bike possessed a power band. I finally got into some throttle one day going around my front yard race track. I hit the power band pretty good, and I wasn’t holding on enough. I almost came off the bike backwards, and it took off right for a tree. I slammed on the front brake so hard, I went over the handle bars almost completely, my legs flew up in the air behind me. I had rolled our go-cart several times already so it didn’t phase me that much. Just surprised me. But now I was stalled way out away from the house and I had to push it back to the garage…

Unfortunately, Brian was never as obsessed as I was with riding. He rode all the time, but not as fast and calculated as I did. Not to mention, all we had was Grandmother’s yard to ride in and only on Sunday’s. Dad eventually bought a dirt bike as well so he could ride with us. It was a YZ-125. I’m sure he rode it, I just don’t remember. When we got older, we rode down White Oak Drive to Beach and then down the power lines. Those were the really good, old days. I loved riding.

When I was 16, we some how got our dirt bikes traded for four-wheelers. I don’t remember the conversation (or having to convince anybody). Brian had some automatic POS, but I had a Yamaha Blaster. It was cool and fun, but being 16, I out-grew it quick. Plus I only really had the power lines to ride. I begged dad all the time to let’s take the four wheelers else where to ride and never did. We didn’t take them anywhere one time. He was always too busy or wanted to nap on Sundays. The four wheelers eventually disappeared.

When I was in high school, I acquired a Volkswagen dune buggy. It ran ok I guess but needed a lot of work. I got no help from anybody on that, and I was no mechanic. Dad took it to a Volkswagen place one time and spent $1300 getting it re-wired. He yelled at the guy because he went over budget and didn’t tell him. I remember driving the dune buggy up and down White Oak Drive like 3 times. It was slower than the four wheelers. It would have been a fun commuter, but it was stuck in Crawfordville. Sundays only. FML.

After I graduated boot camp, Kyle Marks and I bought crotch rockets. I remember selling the dune buggy to some guy for a hell of a bargain. I was an idiot. He gave me like $900, and it was more money I had seen in my entire life. I didn’t save any of it, and I regret it to this day. I took all the money and bought a new Arai RX-7 Corsair blue helmet to match my 2004 Yamaha YZF-600R.

Selling that dune buggy was probably the first time I had sold anything big on my own. I had no concept of money. I was asking like $1,800 for the thing, and the guy took advantage of me. I remember him writing the check on the hood of his truck. He said some stupid shit like, “can I just write it for $900 instead of $950 to save space on the check” and I sheepishly said yes to not offend him. That was after he Jew’d me down for 15 minutes. If I ran into him again, I’d chew his ass out. What a jerk. He said stuff like “you’re never going to sell this” and “it’s not worth but about $950, I guess I’ll take it and spend $3000 re-doing it.” I believed him.

The point is, I had no concept of money. It was just funny paper that I got from giving my dune buggy away so I could go to Fast Trixx and get a helmet. I never saved it. I never managed it. I never understood how I need to plan ahead. I’m 30 years old, and I understand it great now. However, I still can’t save money or plan ahead to save my life.

I had lots of toys when I was a teenager. I had three Camaro’s in high school. I had no money. I had two dirt bikes and three four-wheelers and a dune buggy and a go-kart and I was broke. All the time. I had two 12-inch subs in my red Camaro, and I was broke. I had had a part-time job for two or three years by the time I graduated high school in 2002. When I moved out of my parents house at age 18, I didn’t have a car or any money at all. I wasn’t a complete dumbass. I was just completely inexperience. I HAD to learn everything the hard way because growing up with a non-existent father and silent mother put me at a severe handicap. I wasted all the money I earned all those years. Every paycheck I got, I spent 90% of it right away and saved 10% for gas for two weeks.

Please for the love of God and all that is Holy, save your money. Be frugal. Only buy things you really, really want. Don’t buy things on a whim. Buy expensive, high quality things when you can afford it. Don’t buy cheap shit just because you can. It’ll break a soon as you use it, and then you won’t have money or stuff.

It wouldn’t have been unreasonable for me to graduate high school with $5,000 in the bank. However, I didn’t even have $500.

I’m going to guide you and teach you a lot. Because of that, I’m going to expect a lot more from you than what I accomplished at your age. When you graduate high school in 2032, I expect you to have $10,000 in the bank. If you work two years part time for $10,000 a year, that’s $20,000. Save half and spend half. That’s $833 per months and $208 per week. Save $104 and spend $104 each week. I think that’s generous. I understand that it costs money to chase girls. Just remember, only buy girls you really, really want. Buy high quality, expensive girls only when you can afford it.

Love Dad

Genesis

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October 9th, 2014 – 5:45am

Dear Mason,

My father and I haven’t spoken since I walked out of the shooting range on October 27th, 2013. Today is October 9th, 2014.

I’m terrified that that will be us some day. Mainly because I’m just like him, and you’ll probably be just like me. I’ve got so many memories in my head, and I’m a terrible story teller. So I’ve decided to change this boring blog nobody cares about into a blog that I know at least one person, one day, will be interested in reading every bit of it.

I don’t know anything about my father’s childhood. I know he was born in Jacksonville, FL, on January 10th, 1957. I know that Granddad worked at Redi Whip at one point and became the plant manager. The story goes – it was the worst Redi Whip in the country, and Granddad worked hard for many years and made it #1. I have no idea if that’s true.

I know that some time around 1965 or 1966, he and Granddad and Grandmother and Aunt Betty moved to Crawfordville. Granddad started Oyster Bay Church of Christ. He also started Kornegay Land Development in 1969. Dad went to Wakulla High School and graduated in 1976, I think. Dad worked and saved all his money, and when he turned 16, he paid cash for a brand new 1973 Dodge Dart Sport. I’ve seen a picture.

Anyway, we are encroaching into the outer boundary of my knowledge of Dad’s childhood. I’ll remember more stories here and there, but I told you what I know of him from birth to 16 in two paragraphs. I want you to know more about me than that. I want you to learn from every single mistake I’ve made in my life. Dad always said when I was growing up that Granddad told him, “if you learn everything I can teach you plus one thing, you’ll be a smarter man than me.” That’s technically true I guess. The problem is Dad hasn’t taught me shit in my life. I taught myself how to ride a bike. I taught myself how to shave. I taught myself how to drive stick shift and how to work on cars. I taught myself about girls and sex. I taught myself everything I know about sports. All of them.

Mason, I’m 30 years old. You’re 11 weeks old. (Dad’s 57 years old and lives 1.2 miles from here, and he’s never met you. There’s a reason for that – he’s a piece of shit. However, I’ll try and keep the “daddy was never there for me” commentary to a minimum.) I’m going to write an autobiography. I’m writing it for you because I’m scared you’ll hate me. I’m scared I’ll be an idiot, and we won’t talk. I’m scared something will happen, like I’ll get Ebola and die. You’ll never know the 9,712 life lessons I’ve learned, and you’ll have a hard life just like me and Dad and Granddad. It’s been a hard life for me, Mason. I cannot stress that enough. I can hear you crying in the other room. That means that you and your mother are probably awake now.

Love Rob

PS – this is a picture of mommy taking you for a stroll yesterday.

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Ah yes. The internet. It’s a evil mistress that never forgets.

The problem with the internet is the way it makes people act. The internet takes the average human being, like you and me and everybody we went to high school with, and makes them pretend to be experts. The internet is a fantasy world where you can pretend to be experts on forums for firearms and self-defense tactics, experts on car and truck forums, experts on Facebook preaching your religion, your politics, your science. It’s never ending really. It’s virtual-reality. These people aren’t like this in real life.

The IFLScience crowd are so fast paced – they don’t even read the articles. They read the titles of the articles, they feel like they’ve got the general idea of what’s going on already, they repost the article with a snarky comment so like minded readers can do the same.

The internet contains billions of pages of information to teach you anything. What do people use it for? To look at endless pages of cat memes.

The internet is a megaphone. The internet lets insignificant people reach a significant amount of people. It allows you to look inside people’s personalities that you don’t care about looking inside of. What are they really like? What kind of person do they really wish they were? People can be whatever they want online. They can post completely named pictures of themselves like on the Chive or Playboy. They can bash other religions like the Westboro Baptist Church or extremist Sunni Muslims.

In the old days, confrontation was more polite because of the risk of physical injury. Now that that’s gone, people can be as rude and hateful as possible – to people they’ve never met – and get away with it. It’s virtual-reality.